The X Chronicles

Human beings are in endless competition. Especially when they used to love each other. Man Man Man, if there was a pill... I'd buy the shares. In really treacherous relationships, it comes to an explosive end, and everyone is salty salty salty. They say you are allowed to spend half of the time you spent dating someone getting over them? Really? It's too political. Who's the loser in the relationship? Who's the one that got bamboozled? Who calls the other first? Who got laid first? Do they use the same lines? Who moved on to someone else first? Do they fuck like you used to? Do they treat them better? Do you keep the mutual friends? Do you entertain the mutual friends? What happens when you meet again? It's too much. To avoid this questionnaire I usually block all contact with an ex. To the point that I sometimes completely forget who I dated, and embarrass myself with my puzzled expression when I'm trying to remember their name. I'm a particularly emotional, supra sensitive (that means sensitive to the nth degree) so many people think I'm being an asshole, or I must get around a lot to forget someone I dated, but it's the only way I know for a fact that has worked for me. Lately I've been experimenting with new ways of communication and really observing other peoples methods of handling these kinds of situations, and all I can say to it is:COMPLICATED. To each his own I guess. I don't know why I ever tested myself. I'm just not a particularly nice person.