Dear: Someone I've Drifted Away From

I don't know who to name
since this is ALOT of people around the Globe.

I've been pretty low over the past few days. I'm getting homesick even more frequently than usual. I keep thinking of everyone who I'd love to hang out with again, but I can't. After reading my statuses from a Year back, I realized my particular facebook is a virtual graveyard. Many people have been deleted from my life. Many people. Could I say I drifted away from them? Or did I distance myself from them?

When I'm physically away from people - it's hard for me to keep in touch. I once took a test, something about how to communicate to particular personalities - and mine came out on physical contact. I equate care to physical presence, and love to physical contact. I thought about it. I wondered why I don't call my best mates just to chat? Starting from Barry who lives in the next zipcode to Omalha who's across the world? Or why I never fought for one of the greatest loves of my life during a time of what I like to call, Sexodus? Or why people who I never spoke to previously suddenly adopt me as their best friend only after a few outings? Or why I vowed off of LDR's a long time ago - despite my adoration of a very specific and epically epic character in my heart of hearts - whatever and wherever that is?

I'm more face to face. I only take friendships seriously (I use the term loosely) when we're in the same place, and we take initiative to hang out and indulge in debauchery.

I prefer men who question the authority I have over myself by coming to my door uninvited and demanding an explanation!

I like being alive and when I'm having a life I don't entertain anything else (like 30 Day letter challenges)

That being said, I've drifted apart from all of my friends who I can't see, and I haven't seen. I miss you guys alot. And there's only so much ground facebook can cover. Just wait until he have holographs!

kisses,

Drajai, Ndachi Pussnana, Nwaj, Fridge Free Margarine, Gwabi, Thobenator, ... and all my other nicknames :) I'll add them as I come to them.